I got a sweet tooth.

So, after the blow out with Caramel and having to cancel on Mr. Local the next day simply cause I wasn’t in the best mood to be dealing with any SD related things, it cut me down to two potentials: Mr. PNW(whom I flew down to see) & Curls. Having that whole situation happen with Caramel kind of turned me off from searching for an SD, but I am in full search mode now. The whole thing with Mr. PNW fell through, which is absolutely strange to me cause I thought our meet was virtually perfect, although, I kinda sensed from him that he was more interested in someone local, it’s all good cause I think having to fly down there every other weekend would have been a little too difficult cause of the work I’d leave behind. Mr. Local is out of the question, I don’t blame him, I did cancel on him last minute because of Mr. Caramel. So, in reality it left me with one POT, which is Curls. We were suppose to meet last week, but I was out of town and was sick, so I finally get to meet with him this Friday & as previously mentioned, we agreed with an allowance of 1,500 a month, I can’t wait to get paid finally. I have 2 new potentials, one whom I’m meeting up with this Wednesday, lets call him Natureman, he is looking for someone to meet with 3 times a month and he agreed upon 1,500 a month, $500 a meet, not bad, not bad at all, so I hope I make a lasting impression on him this Wednesday cause I can’t deal with having to meet other potentials. I want something consistent already. The last potential, lets call him Mr. Spa, he also agreed upon $1,500 for 3-4 meets a month. He’s a lot younger than the other potentials and is European. I realized that jugglng 4 SD’s would be too much for me, so I cut it down to 3, if this all worked out, I’d be juggling 3 SD’s which is equal to about 11 meets a month altogether and would be getting paid $4,500 a month. This would be PERFECT.

So, no SB updates til I get better. I have the common cold, but I like to call it THE END OF THE WORLD COLD cause that’s just how I get when I get sick. I hardly get sick but when I do, it’s horrible. I’m told I am a complete brat. Does anyone else get like this?

So, I flew out to meet PNW but decided to make it a personal trip as well, so a few friends flew out with me, so we did a little bit of partying. LOL. Just got back, stayed there for about a week!!! I’ve been out of a laptop and the tumblr app on my phone sucks tbh, but it feels good to finally update my SB’s out there. The meet with PNW went wonderful, we had so many laughs and such a great time, I almost feel like he’d be such a great boyfriend, but we’re both not looking for that. He brought up future arrangements in public, but I told him that I didn’t feel comfortable discussing it in public, especially cause there were a bunch of people around us and people were staring at the both of us constantly. So, I’m just figuring out how often I’d be willing to fly up there for now, then hopefully I’ll have something set in stone cause I really do want a consistent SD, especially one I get along with so well!

So, I dropped Caramel, I’m genuinely irked and disgusted by him. We decided on a $1,200 allowance for lunch dates(once a week) and sometimes dinner and movie. We were suppose to go on a dinner date tonight, but he said he had some sort of conference call so we would have to meet up half way, I thought, that’s fine with me, so I asked what restaurant he wanted to meet up at and he suggested that we just get a Motel, mind you, a MOTEL, not Hotel!! So, I texted him, “What in the hell would we be doing at a Motel?” Come on, man, I’m no escort! And I’m sure no escort would even go for that rate. Btw, no disrespect to escorts! First off, this is the 2nd date and Second, you sure as hell ain’t paying me enough for me to even consider it. This just got me in a horrible mood and I’m all about positivity and having that “on to the next one” mentality, but it gave me an awful headache which 2 extra strength tylenols could not curb, so I cancelled on Mr. Local to clear my head, hope he doesn’t mind that I suggested that we reschedule, it really isn’t in my nature to cancel on someone only a few hours before, but I really think clearing my head is more important right now.